Entry 2...waiting...

     Well I am still fairly unsure as to where to take this so, well, here goes. 
Today I am sitting here waiting on the doctor's office to call me back..only been 4 hours so far.  I'm only in pain, no biggie right?  Sheeesh, waiting on the doctor to call back is like waiting for the paint to peel.  Here it is...5 minutes before they leave for lunch for 2 hours...maybe he'll call me back during lunch. I sure hope so.  Nothing is ever easy is it?  I suppose that's life...well I KNOW it's mine.  Just one thing after another with no end in sight.  I can say this for sure, my life has certainly not turned out the way I thought it would, way back when I was idealistic, optimistic teenager.  I guess I just thought that things would fall into place, that life would just magically happen and be the perfect dream I had in my head.  Stupid teenager.  Not that I am not happy now...I am. I have a great husband, 2 beautiful and healthy kids, a roof over our heads, some food in the fridge, a fairly nice car..so really things could be worse.  Things have been worse.
     I guess the thing to do here is to go back in time and give glimpses into my life. The events that have led up to where I am today..physically and emotionally.  I will, of course, leave out those boring details.  Even without the boring details..I am fairly certain there is a book in my life somewhere.  I don't know, I just have all these phrases, thoughts, ideas and general chaos floating in my head all the time...I think it's time to release them.  In some form ;)